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cant wait to get home. Freaking cant do work anymore. I dont really do all my work. only the ones that I need to survive. MAximize home time. Could barely max out today. My squats suck. my bench suck too but still pretty surprising.
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[19 Feb 2005|09:19pm] |
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damn. another good night of hittin' up the dance. haha, pretty good cause its the last one. last 15mins are probably the best cause its when we start to do the freakin thing - the people monitorin cant see. cant wait to go home. I was literally dreamin of home na. I was dreamin I was with al, marty, matt and someone else....squeeks i think....and we were up at mcdo.for some random reason.haha. one more week and m' free! caw!
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[16 Feb 2005|10:49pm] |
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Ayt, pretty much tried to give up a lot of stuff for lent. So far, it aint working. The swearing part is just useless cause its pretty much half of my vocab. Cant produce a sentence without some sh*t or f*ck or whatever. Not only that, but the good part is that I dont understand anything that is going on in most of my classes. There goes all my grades. I'm mad spacing out right now. I'm dead a**. These last two weeks are takin forever. I think I'm spacing a lot cause I just wanna ignore the next two so I can "go home sooner". Can't wait to get home. Too many things to do. But so little time. Lookin forward to the next SAC clubbin. Aint really clubbin, but close enough.hehe. Bound to be good. last one before the break. everyones gon' hit that up. Gon' be poppin, we're gonna get it started. Ill try to space out more for the next two days so they just fly by. Screw the grades...hehe.
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[06 Feb 2005|11:12pm] |
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Oh yeah, almost there. fucking hope I get distracted these next few weeks. Makes the time go by faster.heeh (get the song before you read the lyrics)
Oh yeah, oh yeah! ohh baby
Oh ohh, oh ohh, oh baby, oh yeah..
I remember when I met you on Crenshaw
I almost crashed my truck, and spilled my Hen' dawg
Yes you, God blessed you, I was trying to get next to you
Your homegirls was hating, but I didn't care
You said you had a man, I was like "where?"
It was something so different about you
I felt so gifted around you
Even though you had a man and all
I took the chance to call, we held hands at the mall
That day was so special to me
Your man left you at Mickey D's
You called me, I scooped you up
I seen fear in your eyes, the tears in your eyes
He can't hug you like I hug you
Better yet love you like this thug do
You're so special, you're the one
But you're already ta-ken
Oh I can't help the way I'm feeling
You're the one, I wish I could replace him
Cause I know that baby you're the one
I'm having the time of my life
Felt the world on wheels, you and your homegirl got some skills
Nobody make me feel like you do
Or better yet real like you, I messed around and killed dude
I seen homegirly just flossin, we made eye contact
Dude always is flossin, me never
You and B-l-a-c-k forever, tattered on my neck in green letters
Late night eating Haagen-Dazs, watching Uncut
And me sitting there, playing wit your butt
Took off your clothes, I hit it on the counch
Even though mom's in the house
Nothing could replace this feeling
It's like winning 2 million, our bond closer than Cicilians
I know old boy won't leave you alone
I know you love him, but our love is strong
I couldn't leave well enough alone
Hell I had to hit ya cell phone
I left you a message, it went like this, "I love you, mmmuah!"
I guess it's my luck, I goes to the Magic
Damn, ain't that his truck?
I guess you wit him, screw him
If it wasn't for you, I'd have to do him
You seen 'em at Jack In The Box
He was mackin a lot, to some rats in a drop
Now you call The Beat and The Power, dedicate songs every hour
All hell done broke loose
He got your passcode to your cell and my Nextel shirt too
I guess it's time for you to decide
Which one of us you want in your ride?
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[25 Jan 2005|03:59pm] |
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Today is President's Day, which has so far been pretty good. Did much of my work yesterday, and so I get some time to write in my LJ and relax. Gonna watch Supersize Me later tonight...hopefully I still have the stomach for Mcdo after it, which I probably would. hehe. Can't wait to go home...been counting the days. My tear away weekly calender thing is going MUCH too slow. Man, I'm gonna do so much shit when I get home. Yes...Partay-ing is on the list (Kuya, who do I sound like?officially dumb for saying that) I know my time will fly fucking fast when I get home, but I'll try to fit everything. Im gonna love going back and wearing shorts and "flip-flops".
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[09 Jan 2005|05:52pm] |
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Confession Prt 2 Remix |
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First week down, seven more to go. Yeah-yeah-yeah, yeah-yeah...yeah. But shit, thats still pretty damn far. Brethrens: that really is my theme song huh.
I made a little tear-away-week-calendar. Write something shitty or good on the week, when i feel like it. Break was awesome, haha, fucking ablazas in montreal streets at night drunk is funny. "Is there a youssef here?"
Sittin in my cell, had to buck to buck some
Would it be alive if I didn't shoot first
Had it made, sorry for the ricochet
Would I be here today if I didn't let it spray
I never said that I was perfect
Nobody walkin on this earth is
At night, I would've gotten murdered
If I ain't grab the hatchet and let them cowards have it
(Ohh, that's the boy Shyne y'all
It's ya boy on his way home man, the boy on his way home man)
These are my confessions
Just when I thought I said all I can say
My chick on the side, said she got one on the way
These are my confessions, man I'm throwed and I don't know what to do
I guess I gotta give part 2 of my confessions
If I'm gonna tell it then I gotta tell it all, (all yeah, yeah)
Damn near cried when I got that phone call (call)
I'm so throwed and I don't know what to do
But to give you part 2 of my confessions
Yeah Kanye To tha College Dropout
Man, how does she bring it up how does she break it down
Man you at the clinic, dawg slow down that's yo child
But if you keep it, then you gotta tell your girl you was cheatin
And you went raw dog when you beat it
That's when she gon' tell you to beat it
You know it ain't y'all little secret
You famous you can't go nowhere 'cause everytime you go there
There's hoes there so basiclly you and your girl over
I know when she broke the news you told her "man don't say that"
Matter fact like Pat don't say jack
Everytime a nigga sittin on paychecks
Things come up from way way way back I confess
These are my confessions, just when I thought I said all I can say
My chick on the side, said she got one on the way (yeah)
These are my confessions, man I'm throwed and I don't know what to do
I guess I gotta give part 2 of my confessions
If I'm gonna tell it then I gotta tell it all, (all)
Damn near cried when I got that phone call (call)
I'm so throwed and I don't know what to do
But to give you part 2 of my confession
If you got something to confess to right now step to the mic Twista
I confess about the incident when I was with a shorty in the Lexus coupe
Ya homie said she saw me but she didn't have proof
But I knew I really should've just been tellin' you the truth
And I confess about the days I was rollin' my Seville with the custom gold grill
I was in the field still lookin' for a thrill
And I knew it was bogus I should've kept it real
And I confess that, just when I thought I could really try to get away
While havin other women on the side
But I never knew that it would catch up wit' a nigga one day
You gotta hear me girl, I done learned a lesson'
If you stay with me then it'll be a blessin', no stressing
It'll never be no guessin'
Cause I pulled one out my heart and these are my confessions
Oh yeah, hope i dont get too many exams this damn term, cause I'd probably just rush through them.heheh
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[12 Dec 2004|08:17pm] |
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Lovers and Friends - Usher, Lil Jon, Luda |
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(Ohh-oh-oh-ohh)
A'ight, so I'm up first? A'ight, lemme have it...
(Ohh-oh-oh-ohh)
Let's do it...
Baby, how ya doin'?
Hope that 'cha fine, wanna know what you got in mind, tonight,
Got me feenin' like Jodeci, girl, I can't leave you alone
Take a shot of this here Petrone' and it's gon' be on,
V.I.P. done got way too crowded,
I'm about to end up callin' it a night,
You should holla at 'cha girl, tell her you shake it and seized,
Pull off, beep-beep, shotgun in the GT with me
She said, "Ohhh-ohhh, I'm ready to ride, yeah,"
"'Cause once you get inside, you can't change your mind,"
"Don't mean to sound impatient, but you gotta promise, baby, ohh..."
Tell me again (Tell me again, my baby),
That we'll be Lovers and Friends (Ohh, I gotta know, baby, aw yeah)
Tell me again (Make sho' you right, ohh, before we leave),
That we'll be Lovers and Friends (Ohh, it's a good look, baby)...
Sometime wanna be your lover,
Sometime wanna be your friend,
Sometime wanna hug ya,
Hold hands, slow-dance while the record spins,
Opened up your heart 'cause you said I made you feel so comfortable,
Used to play back then, now you all grown-up like Rudy Huxtable,
I could be your Bud, you could beat me up,
Play-fight in the dark, then we both make up,
I'd do anything just to feel your butt,
Why you got me so messed up?
I don't know, but you gotta stop trippin',
Be a good girl now, turn around, and get these whippings,
You know you like it like that,
You don't have to fight back,
Here's a pillow - bite...that,
And I'll be settin' seperate plays,
So on all these separate days,
Your legs can go they separate...ways...
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Sexy [Women][Women]
Sensuous sexy
voluptuous
It don’t matter baby
When you got it
You got it
Seduce me baby
Seduce me
Just to get my attention
Sent a note and a drink
When we made eye connection
She nodded and winked
On this note it said:
" It's Bout' time we get together
Lets dance now
Hook up later
We can do whatever"
She had Confidence
it's all part of the game
Cos' to her who I’m with
Don't really mean a thing
She knew what I like
And now I'm thirsty for more
Seduction
{Sensuous sexy erotic)
How you workin' your body
[Oh Oh Oh Oh Oh Oh ]
You gon' make me
Do It
Do It
to ya
Seduction
You thought out your best
To get me outa control, baby
The more I play around with you
Make me wanna get
Down wit cha
(down)
Down wit cha
(down)
Down wit ya
Baby You got my attention
What you gon' do with it?
Baby turn around
Stick it out
I wanna see it
She made the first move smooth
Intoxicatin'
She crazy
I’m fightin' not to lose control
I'm feeling a little tension
Don't know whose watchin'
GETTIN' BIG
In too deep
And I can't stop it
Your making it
HARD for me to stay
HARD to walk away
HARD don't wanna play no more
HARD Oh I can't take it baby
Seduction
{Sensuous sexy erotic)
How you workin' your body
[Oh Oh Oh Oh Oh Oh ]
You gon' make me
Do It
Do It
to ya
Seduction
You thought out your best
To get me outa control, baby
The more I play around with you
Make me wanna get
Down wit cha
(down)
Down wit cha
(down)
Down wit ya
Baby whatever you want
Girl you got it
Long as your satisfied
Cos' it's so hard to resist
Oh your body
Got me on fire
Got vivid thoughts in my mind
The positions that I'm gonna try
But is it worth all the burn
Should I risk it?
Just for one night
Once I give it
She's gunna win
Either way I lose
I'm tryin' to chill
But she's got me on the spot
She's so cocky
And the way she watchin' me
Got me feelin' hott, uh
Shorty know that I gotta girl
And I really can't break the rules
Plus poparatzi snappin shots
And it's hard for me to shake these fools
So do I
One: put it on her
Work my way to the front
Do I
Two: Do my part
And sure don't try to pull no stunts
Or maybe
Three: Chase the cat
Cos' she's sending me on the hunt
Naw
Fuck that
I aint no punk
I’m gunna give shorty what she want!
[Watch this]
Seduction
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[05 Nov 2004|10:00pm] |
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Just wanted to say thanks to everyone back home who called me up and left me a couple of messages on my phone, which i never check.hehe.sorry for not answering. but thanks, it really meant a lot. haha, i saved them...brings me back.hope you guys have fun in ilocos. tell me if you see ms. earth chicks again. get that "god-like" deleon to fish chicks for the guys again.haha
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[05 Nov 2004|09:28am] |
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I was thinking of sleeping but that would just make me mad moody for my next class. It wouldn't be good if I fall asleep in class again. Damn. This week was a bitch. Teachers here really love to torture you after a long weekend(which wasn't even THAT long) I felt refreshed after the weekend though and am glad that there would be one real soon. Glad that I'll spend time with my bros, Ate K and Jovee.
But on tuesday and wednesday, after the long weekend, I was shot down by a shitload of work. I slept at my average time but the time. On wed night, my body just shutdown, and i practically passed out. I had so much work to do, yet I couldn't do them. Pretty lucky though that I found the final test for english easy. That was pure luck. and I hope i did well in my auditions for cyrano. It's a really good story. Made a fool out of myself in it yesterday.
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[23 Oct 2004|05:12pm] |
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I forgot to write two days ago...but oh well. On thursday, or acting class went into the dining hall as clowns. We were not allowed to get out of character which was the challenge. It was so freaking cool. our class did the most random things. I remember sitting on down on the table and eating someone's fries.hehe. I had the whole get-up and everything. Nose and props...weirdest outfit.hehe. one of the faculty members was trying to eat and we kept bothering him. He was reading his paper and i went inbetween his paper, (pretending to read it too)hehe. it was so cool. I scared some freshmen..haha..i guess they were afraid of interacting with clowns. It was definitely good practice. mad improv. it helped overcome the fear of "lacking in what to do". My bubble burst though when i got a shitty grade in English. fucking hoe.hate her.hehe
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[15 Oct 2004|12:41pm] |
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I feel pretty crappy, considering its a Friday. Guess I'm pretty bumbed about my grades. Some were ok but Acting class was the biggest disappointment. Oh well. I hope I dont get much lines in rehearsal today so I can just bum around. Not really in the mood to "act". Also hope that I can go straight to be after my work. Gotta do a bit more of the PSAT thingy. I'm pretty pissed about Winter term. Dont really know what activity to do. I want to do BBall cause its the only sport that I'm fairly familiar with...wrestling is an option, but not too sure about that. I was originally planned for it but then everyone decided to do it too...crap.hehe. I also want to try out for the play. hmmm........
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My advisor was suppose to hand out our midterms but the guy keeps disappearing. Its almost pretty funny. I kinda dont wanna see my grades. They're prob. real bad. fuck it. I just want to sleep! PSAT this weekend...that just...sucks. marty, you should have made deleon grow out his hair so he can tie it japanese style. He looks too...I dunno, not Asian, being the damn texan that he is. He looks like he's about to crack up or something. Him acting serious always cracks me up. Even when we were still in middle school...he still looked like he was laughing behind his anger.
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[11 Oct 2004|03:08pm] |
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Just got out of a College Fair. Felt pretty stupid. Don't know what I want. Thank God i didnt waste time on the C's that I know I cant get. New Style: Aim low!haha
Hyun - I dont know how to work it. hehe. can you tell marty to fix it up for me.haha
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[10 Oct 2004|03:37pm] |
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whoa, I feel kinda old for starting LJ just now.hehe
Hope I can have more time to write...if my work aint being a bitch.hehe
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